Eloquently entwined in the dance of memories refined, are my smiling tears and your hand in mine.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

I'm so scared of tomorrow. A blank canvas of nothingness. I keep pressing on, but nothing's happening. I'm really very scared. Sometimes, I wish I could switch lives with someone else. Everyday, it feels like I'm playing some Russian roulette. I feel like I'm going to get shot at point blank and lose it all. I'm going crazy. I'm going to lose it all. I'm really going to lose it all. I find it funny that so many people ask me advice, but nobody seems to notice who's the weaker one amongst them. In this strange, complicated world. I feel really alone. Really really alone. I don't know why. It feels as if the events of the last year have disappointed me too much. Too too much. I've lost most of my faith in everyone already. How far away is heaven? How far away are the days of a tomorrow that I could believe in?

God, tell me.

Veni,vidi,vici... 2:00 AM

%that's me

Kimberlyn. I'm so unique, I'm almost a brand. Sounds ironic. But hey, it's a crazy and awesome world anyway. I love this life I'm living, thanks. :D

%FAVOURITES

~ love
~ hugs
~ silky shiny hair

WISHLIST

~ Heaven
~ Cosplay
~ Scanner.